and I thought it was just from me not taking my medication but it turns out that is not the only reason. AF just came & I am so upset about it because we have been trying to get pregnant again. I have been taking the Actos plus Metformin to help me get pg. It worked getting me pg with K & it worked within a month after 5 long years of trying.
So we have been trying for 2 months now, with no luck yet so I am disappointed about that. If I don't get pg by June my dr said she will put me on a fertility med. at that point too. I really need to get my diabetes under better control too. My last A1c was 6.1% (supposed to be under 6%) that is the highest it has been in 2 yrs when I found out I have diabetes. I know it is because I am not watching what I eat anymore.
I have been emotionally eating more that usual because of everything going on. I miss S. so much, it has now been 7 months since he died. April was a tough month because every since he was 4 I took him to the Festival of the Arts, he loved to go with me. It was so tough to go without him & I kept tearing up. I didn't paint a bowl like he & I always did together, I just wasn't up for that yet. Maybe next yr when K. will be old enough to do that I will continue that tradition with him. One thing that was kinda weird at the festival was that S. & I always got an upside down pizza & we always sat in this one area & several yrs in a row we sat in the exact spot. I had taken some really cute pics of him in that spot eating his pizza. Well mom & I got our pizza & I started heading for S. & I's spot & it was so crowded there & the ONLY open spot was the exact spot S. & I sat at. My mom said that S. must have saved it for us.
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